Dear Lior,
I have so many things to say to you but sometimes I feel like I want to save them for later.
The when of it is still unknown but right now, I'm going to try.
Your papa always tells you that you're his best friend.
While I would like to say the same, you're more than my best friend. You're my entire life. You are carrying me with you. I've completely anchored myself on you because it wasn't just you who was born that day. You've literally gave meaning to everything I do.
And as each day passes by, you're growing to become such an independent human being -- able to bathe alone, study alone, eat alone. I love that you're like that. But it makes me want to cherish this moment of you where you still look for me when I'm not around; little moments of you needing your mom.
I've always told you though, that regardless of your age, even when you turn to be a hundred years old - you're still going to be my baby.
I love you so much, Cheng.
So so much.
Always, Mama
